So our family will find out this week that we are pregnant. Then I can finally talk to them and get some sympathy for how freaking sick I have been! Ridiculous!!! Ginger root doesn't help, unisom so doesn't help (except sleeping for 12 hrs straight!!) So as we wind towards week 10 I'm hoping by thanksgiving, and when the fam gets here that I will not be throwing up anymore. Its so not enjoyable. At first I was thankful bc it meant the pregnancy was going well....now its just an annoying part of my life. I love my baby but man I hate this pregnancy. Its horrible! But I am very happy and blessed by it!!!! We got to see the kiddo this week. It was hilarious. You know when a dog discovers it has a tail and chases it forever...well our kid got limbs this week and was dancing all around in there and flailing those limbs....keep trying kid you'll catch them eventually!!! It was cute. This one looks like a baby, the one we lost just looked like a gummy bear at this point. So this one is growing well.

I also have a very large and painful corpeal luteal cyst that has been the source of most of my discomfort, and prob much of my nausea this pregnancy. The doc was very happy to see it bc apparently it is feeding my little one progesterone. Yeah for actually having progesterone!!!

And my bp was sky high in the docs office so I have to do a 24 hr urine collection...woop, thrilled, I told her its only when I'm there bc I'm so scared the fht 's are going to disappear....she's still making me monitor the bp.

So the worrying....its never going away is it? Now that I am expecting a child I' m so worried for it. I'm worried that something will go wrong, I'm worried that bc David has h1n1 that I'll get it, I'm worried about the Tamiflu I'm now taking....aghhhhhh

So anywho, This is a very exciting and frightful time. Never get preggo in winter, its the scariest thing in the world...all those cold germs!!!!!

progesterone last taken on friday was 26.5, today is wed and it is 36. HCG was 57 fyi. (shhhhhh I don't keep people in my family really informed on these matters)

Last month progesterone levels 1.6. Today, 26.5....woot!!!!!! This is a good thing, we have ovulation!!! Thank you Clomid!